Caught Unawares

Oh!! How I want to get rid of her…but alas she doesn't want to leave ….almost seems like she has seeped in thru every cell of my body and is jus waiting to ooze out….the smallest of cuts…the slightest of brushes..and lo & Behold….there she comes flowing out..in full fury…with so much force dat it leaves others stunned and speechless!! How do I master her…keep her in reins…within leashes…oof..i know have tried over a zillion times in a trillion ways…but there she is alwaz…with me and within me…they say a little bit of everything is good…but with her I have learnt u give her a lttle and she'll take u over in no time!!maybe I jus have to accept her as a part of me and stop fighting her…and dat reminds me…how she loves fighting!! fights in general…and with me in particular..theclashes we have are almost historic!! the more i supress her the fiercer she erupts…..

so here goes my solemn pledge of acceptance..Oh ..my temper…u r a part of me and I henceforth cease to fight you!!!

little meanderings

At dawn she rises…eyes filled with sparkling mischief…and so excited abt the day ahead of her..does she realise the concept of day and night yet ???nah..not really..i don't think so….but the wonderment and energy I see in her eyes me though dreary eyed…never ceases to amaze me…ofcourse I want her to go bac to sleep..so dat I can catch those couple of extra minutes…but there she is all bouyed up like I have no say in the matter…and no say do I have !!!!
…but to smile and get all ready to face the day with her!!